Showing posts with label patriotic apathy. Show all posts
Showing posts with label patriotic apathy. Show all posts

Monday, May 6, 2013

So comfortably analgesic to just not bother trying

so simple to quietly close these tired eyes and ignore all the depressing images
so relaxing to let go this stressed-out mind and blankly disengage
so soon to be so far gone once again, for such a long, long time
so easy to be immersed in their empty, non-stop entertainment
so comforting to grasp for that one more good full glass
so long, it seemed, their skulls laid there empty before they too, simply disappeared

so effortless it is, to blankly let the stressed out mind just go slack
so calming to vacantly be immersed in the next big empty spectacle
so misleading must all of this, far too quickly, surely prove to have been
so appealing to give up any form of real concentration
so soothing to blandly ignore the many vexing issues
so easy to just lay still, until you can move no more

so alluring are their colorfully-vapid extravaganzas
so convenient to help forget one's real trajectory
so very, very little do they leave behind
so comfortable is this easy chair
so soporific are their canned experiences
so soon to sleep, so silently forever, without even one single dream

so obvious that there is no choice but to doze beside the big screen
so fetching are the illusions brought to us on credit
so oblivious the silent moldering of their forgotten grave stones
so upsetting are the empty insights given up to us by the dead
so rewarding to sidestep those difficult considerations
so final and unavoidable nonetheless, is that rapidly approaching endgame

so distasteful their ever-worsening, inescapable situations
so reinforcing to ignore another of those disgusting revelations
so ultimately without the slightest meaning in either, or any, way
so disgusting the images of all their wasted suffering
so peaceful to just look blankly past the many difficulties
so patently unrealistic, to even try and think...for yourself

so bothersome these countless buzzing issues
so restful to cast aside all that convoluted logic
so very, very little remains in focus to look back upon
so confusing is that myriad of choices
so safe to plod quietly along within the mindless herd
so pointless does that make life seem, from such an empty retrospect

so overwhelming to consider that all our noisy drama has no meaning
so stress-avoidant to diligently practice a proud, blind ignorance
so very final each and every corner taken
so unrewarding the choice to try and remain aware
so comfortably analgesic to just not bother trying
so rapidly - so unchangeable, but, at least, with no more troubling decisions

Tuesday, March 19, 2013

Dispatches From The Dead Zones

So there’s this like dead zone in the Gulf where the mighty Missisip unloads its dark and toxic burden
Its as big as damn Massachusetts and rains down the thick black poison sludge of our modern lifestyle
There’s a dead zone too, inside my head and that’s where I store all the stuff I used to care about
Oh, and there’s also this walled off dead space in our beliefs that we never have to go to anymore

It’s a spreading necrosis of the spirit where now only tough, talk-show propaganda can survive
Robbed of vital nutrients, our ideals now slowly waste away on dried and crusty, literalist scripture
We came upon a hidden void where our dreams had died, trapped like tiny earthquake victims
There, inside the Hot Zone, where only those in protective suits are allowed, lay my memories

There’s this vast, slowly spinning gyre way out there in the Pacific where our plastic trash is floating
It’s like when that diabetic sore on Uncle’s toe didn’t ever heal and so they cut it off at the knee
Still, we keep a dusty, dead shrine to Gramaw since we abandoned her to costly pre-funeral care
The suffering of the poor just bounces off a part of my brain that is no longer able to respond

Too bad all the fish are poisoned and allathe frogs deformed - but that stuff font hurt people, right?
It’s a dead zone, walled off by reactionary anger and insulated with expensive soundbite material
I sequester all that poisonous liberal gas in a tiny, unused area where it cant do me any harm at all
Overexposure to slick ads blighted me like 1 more invasive species we had thoughtlessly introduced

The trout are dying but the carp are thriving and the bullies are allowed to beat up on the nerds
Got red tides blooming from over-fertilizing and it’s killing everything but those stinging jellyfish
There’s a broad area beneath my spreading gut that disappeared from my view way long ago
They found a black and dead spot on my lung that could be related to the smog or the cigarettes

You see that dead zone in the eyes of them stone cold TV killers as well as in our precious children
We hold up in a fortified Family Values Sector, abandoning our Yankee Ingenuity to the outsourcers
To preserve our implanted beliefs we practice a mental scorched earth policy in our retreat to faith
It aint no dead quiet that has replaced those profitless songbirds extinguished by Big Agriculture

Can’t even see lifeless black creeks and toxic tailings from inside coal-fired, air-conditioned comfort
It’s not really a dead zone: For rats, weeds, roaches and wickedly infectious microbes thrive in there
Got no nurturing feelings left after we saved them welfare kids with our abortion clinic gunfire
I’m safely numbed to this world of suffering by the stupefying jingles that have lodged in my brain

I can smile and be nice even as I ignore the vain agony that surrounds me, at point blank range
There’s this blind spot in my awareness that I stare straight at when I cannot bear to see anymore
I’m deaf to that fearful silence, thanks to all my mindless but resource-consuming noisemakers
Fortunately, thru incessant repetition, their big lies atrophy my reason and thus reduce my stress

There’s this dead zone around corporate zombies feasting on cash and shallow but expensive perqs
Their jingles ring flatly through our soon to be laid-off heads as we numbly text our abbreviated woes
And we too, crowd their product releases raising our credit cards with our empty eyes staring blankly
Then we shuffle back home to mindless relaxation until pangs from the DeadZone make us feed again